"Only in My Dreams" is my life story which includes overcoming a personality disorder that lead to excessive drinking.  It is the story of an alcoholic and  recovery through a treatment program for addiction, and involvement with other Christians.  Enter-twined with this story are interpretations of spiritual dreams the author has had, and written down for interpretation.  These dreams were an outlet for my mental problems and subsequent addiction to alcohol.  I cover only spiritual dreams, and touch on psychology and the Bible.  In this autobiography I share the spiritual viewpoint that has helped me though disturbing times and brought me to happiness.  The author hopes this book to be useful to those suffering from alcoholism or mental illness.  The dreams have helped me to hope for myself and for others.